I'm painting again. It's back to a more physical way of being - painting puts me in touch with my body, movement and physical expression and is a form of ecstasy and release. I paint to music, loud music and this also sets a mood, a tone, a feeling.
This new series of paintings begun on Monday, November 19th are a journey for me into intimacy. I am painting and writing together - the one engenders the other, not sure in what order.
This latest is titled "Arrow of Pain" and with it comes Realization. Going deeper, more intimate, more, more, more. What does it mean? Being scared, but of what? Facing all the pain that intimacy has engendered over the years, facing all the mistakes, the regrets, the paths taken. Going into and beyond the hurt to reach the other side. Going deeply into feeling, so deeply that one fears getting lost inside.
I face my alone-ness every day. Some days it hurts. Some days I can work through it. Today I paint through it because I feel the pain more acutely. We are always truly alone and it hurts.
Musical Inspiration: Paul Van Dyck, Bjork, Loreena McKennitt, Tori Amos, 80's pop.
The first painting in this series is titled "Finding My Wings" and is here.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Journey into Intimacy
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3 comments:
Keep 'em coming.
...so cathartic I'm sure.
I too speak my words in a color story.
Speak loud. Speak clear. Just keep speaking!
Kathy, I really like this one. although it was about pain, it's actually beautiful. I wish you the best on this new journey, dear one.
You will come out the other side better for it, then can begin a new journey.
keep unfolding & working.
you're in my thoughts!
many blessings
sending lots of love & courage to you
xoxoox
Jenn
Realisation of needing to move past pain and regrets is incredibly uplifting and freeing, I like your arrow, to me, it says move forward and onward :-)
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